This isn't a clear picture but this is the most recent picture I took which was last week during my church banquet. My husband got this dress from Ross lol I didn't like it at first because it wasn't what I would normally wear but after looking at it I see that it would look great on me and it does and I got a lot of compliments from it. Anywho but this is my most recent picture of my pretty self but my pretty 250lb body Oh God I am trying to figure out what did I do and how did I let myself get this big. Lol crazy enough I am my prettiest at this size but I suffered from being a size 18-20 too....
With being an apple shape all my weight goes to my middle so as you can see and it doesn't feel good at all I now have high blood pressure from my weight gain I am always tired and dizzy and I've been sick and another thing is shopping is a pain in the butt and almost embarrassing...
You can't really see it but this is me in 2003 I was a size 13 and was happy even though I did go through a lot of critism from my family I really wish I would've loved myself more back then so I would have known better. Well that was 8 years ago and so much has happened during that time. Well all I know is that I gained a lot of weight thoughout that time period
This is me around the end of 2007 lol regarding to the date on the photo. This was when my husband and I first met I did gain weight since 2003 but I was still in the 100's....ok I inching up to 200 I was 170-180 I don't really remember. Well I know I do need to cut it out. Right now I am not doing anything right now cause I'n in the planning stages. My mom sent me an invitation to do Weight Watchers with her and honestly I'm really excited because I wanna get healthy again and feel better. I mean @ 26 sometimes I feel like I'm 46.
This is me last year I think was married for only 2-3 months. Oh GOD can you see the difference from 2007 to 2010....lol and I was at Denny's. It was after a concert so it was late maybe after 12am and I remembered what I ordered too. A Chicken Ranch melt (just a chicken sandwhich with ranch) and fries and I would always order a side of ranch dressing. And I know the drink alone was bad enough it was a drink that was tooo sugary.
So yeah I know I'm not eating right and exercise lol Yeah right....not reguarly and not vigorously either...I was too cute lol( if my husband was reading this he would tell me that I'm conceited). So Along with my hair journey and my "All Things Beauty" journey lol I will be tracking my weightloss journey. I have been inspired by a few weightloss blogs that I've been reading like "Ro Gets Fit" and a few more and BeautifulBrnBabydol from youtube. I love her channell and I love how passionate she is about life period. She a good speaker just get on a pulpit lol well I don't know she's preacher but she has potential to be if God has the calling on her. So please pray for me as I get myself together for my weightloss journey. I know it ain't gonna be easy just like my hair journey isn't easy but lol once I start I'll keep going...
My weightloss goal is to lose 60 lbs for now to get myself going. My goal isn't to be skinny but to be healthy if I' back to a 13/14 I'll be cool the smallest would be a 12 that's it no smaller. I want my blood pressure to go down and to aviod diabetes even though it doesn't really run in my family not that I know of so please pray for me as I start and the Lord keeps me during this time.
Until Then Be Blessed.....
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